Totally Lame Moment Brought To You By Rachel

It's lame but, I am really sad that our wedding is over! Don't get me wrong, I am thrilled to finally be Jeff's wife. And I am thrilled that the stress of planning the wedding is over. But the day itself? Was the best day of my entire life. If I may say so myself, I looked (and felt) so incredibly beautiful. My wedding gown is laying on our dressing table with my beautiful veil laying over the top of it. And I look at it a few times a day and think about how sad I am that I'll never be able to wear my wedding gown again. I still put on my veil at least once a day and prance around the house. (If you weren't at my wedding, my veil was truly something to behold. It was embroidered with pearls and Swarovski crystals in the shape of flowers, with a 9 foot attachment that I wore only for the ceremony. I'm sure you can understand my love of my veil after that description. LOL.) But seriously, the day was beautiful. I was surrounded by all of my best friends in the whole world, and my family whom I love so much. And where we had the wedding was breathtakingly beautiful. Surrounded by 3 Islands, it was such a beautiful setting. It was quiet and peaceful. It was a beautiful day. We had delicious food. And our cake was the most awesome wedding cakes ever made. No I am not biased, it's true. And the best part of the day? I walked away as Jeff's wife. Quite frankly, could you blame me for wanting to repeat it every day of my life? Or at any rate, could you hardly blame me for being kind of sad that it's over?

In related news, I finally got my name legally changed today. The social security office won't let me legally change my middle name to my maiden name without going to court. So I am now Racheloni Balogna Sachertorte. Don't get me wrong, it's not like I am upset or anything like that. Quite the contrary. But...my Daddy chose me when I was 5 years old to have the last name as him. I wanted to keep it as part of my name forever. And they won't let me without going before a judge. What gives?

Ok, off to have a shot of rum as I am now in tears.

Until next time, keep your stick on the ice!